It's been the second Saturday that I'm leading life like drinking my life away. Nothing major's bothering me but today's.. i don't know, weird. I don't fancy being drunk or anything near but I'm very close to being so today. Mental state.don't know what I'm mumbling now but i really feel quite, down. so- goodnigt.
Somehow, I have the urge to do an update. I need a place to let me speak up, but not verbally. I’m been controlling myself, keeping too much, too much for me to handle.
In every relationship, there’s a song. Really loved how he played it, although I never once showed how impressed I was. Now that I started typing, I’m lost for words, the appropriate ones. So… I will continue bottling everything up until we meet again. All I need is somewhere quiet for me to do anything like lying down to star gaze.
Now that we're having a break, I need a break from I-don't-know-what indefinitely.
Been on a long, long, long hiatus from blogging. Getting a little rusty, but life has been great, nothing to rant about, and sometimes a little too occupied with work to update.
But since it's a brand new year, there are so many things I want to do / start to do. I'll update on that again, but there's something on my mind these few days. No, actually weeks.
I've been terrorized for weeks, so I was thinking... Why not I start terrorizing people, LOL, but it's so un-Jasmine. Why not I fight for myself, my future. Me likeyyy. If the look, height, doesn't fit my expectation, yet I find it attractive, that probably really is the one.
Okay, that's it for today, blabbering done! Hehe. School tomo, have fun people!
School only starts on Thursday for me, so, YAY! But I have no one to hang out with since many are (already) busy with school. &just in case if you haven’t know, my timetable is so awesome, school starts at 9am all days except Monday and for Tuesday and Thursdays, it’s 9am – 9pm. Fantastic or what. That’s why I spend every second (trying) to do anything fun before I get tortured (again)! :D
I don’t know what to update on now since I’ve been hiding a lot recently. Not hiding, just I don’t openly express myself anymore. Things I do, people I meet, people I like, people I dislike, I don’t share as much now. Trust issues? I don’t know.
Will be back tomorrow if I’m not going out or before I go out.
I finally got my hands dirty! :D I hardly ever dirty my hands while eating cos' I don't like to use my hands to directly touch food. (&Yes, that includes tidbits. I eat chips using chopsticks too!)
Had chilli crabs just now with the girls! No choice but to dirty my hands. AHA! Jx, be jealous.
I've been wanting to upload a photo but mobile updating was down for the past 2days. So... Here it is! While I was shooting for the automobile firm at the workshop!
Wish I was stick thin and tall, and will remain like that forever.
I realized lah! I realized I haven’t been updating. :P I wasn’t very busy, I just didn’t have anything to particularly mention about and I had no motivation, hehe.
Another reason why I didn’t update was because I really can’t remember what I did for the whole week; I only remember I was out every day except… (was it) Tuesday? My memory’s failing me! Pouts. (I tend to blame the holidays; I lose track of time.)
AH FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF, there’s a baby lizard sitting on the same couch as me! SHIVERS. I got so scared; I froze, forgetting that I could use the TV remote control to hit it, giving it a concussion!
Stopping here! Will get back tomorrow, FOR SUREEEEE.
I seriously think gonggong's watching over me, protecting me from all danger and giving me many opportunities.
I'm always clumsy and sometimes I'll do ridiculous things like... Ramming into the walls of my home, kick into metal chairs or tables (that's why my pedicures never, EVER last). But ever since the incident, I feel safe, I feel at ease. Then commercial shoots suddenly came knocking on my door, it's something I never expected that would happen to me.
There goes the perrrfect set of nails after 1 wrong cut for 1 finger! Pouts.
Shoot for automobile firm tomorrow! Exxxxcited!
9:33 PM ♥ REALITY; DREAMS-
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